love and happYness

so im sittin here watchin brandy & ray j: a family and on twitter and i see a tweet from one of my ex's friends that says "11:11 make a wish" and in my head i wish for love and happYness..and i find myself wishin to be in love and to be happy with a female..but not wit aniione in particular..i mean my ex and i have been broken up for about 3 weeks now..the shyt aint goin that hawt is the area of gettin bakk togetha..and instead of wishin to be bakk wit her im wishin jus to be happilii in love with a woman that will love me bakk..accept me for who i am..and kno that she need not worrii bout the next chick cuz to me she is the best chick. and as i thought about that more and more i realized that i jus want that..and if i cant have that wit my ex then i guess i have to thynk about and move on to havin love and happYness wit some other woman..i want a navy wife and i want to be able to have someone that will be able to handle the lyfe i have chosen to live. a lyfe of deployment..long hours..stress..and lonelii nights. but much more than all of that she has to be able to be soooo secure and trustin of me because the navy will require me to be away and i love makin friends..if you cant trust me when im away or wit my friends then we cant be..because jus as much as i need a wife that will support me..love me..trust me..and be willin to be my navy wife..i need friends to round out my lyfe..i cant jus have a wife and familii..i need friends to help me thru..to talk to about my problems..and she cant let me have that and trust that i am loayal to her mentallii and sexuallii it wont work..so for awhile i am goin to be alone..jus do me and take the tyme to build myself into wat i want to become..ppl say they grow..well ima bout to build the me i want to be..take wat i am and add wat i need..hopefullii wat i become is a good woman that can become a good wife and mother..